Holidays

Well, I'm certainly thankful to be here. It's a blessing to see this time again, this year.
I have to say I'm a bit happy and I'm a bit sad.
I'm happy because I know that being alive means there's hope and possibilities for better things to come.
I'm sad because the family is all in different places this year.
I am happy that I get to spend it with mom as always though.
I'm sad because one of the people who I want to reach out to the most doesn't seem to share the same sentiment.
I'm happy because I know that time heals.
I'm happy because I know blessings are coming.
I'm happy because..

Simple

Maybe I feel too much or maybe I feel too much for the wrong people and things.

I care too much.

I couldn't care less would be incorrect.

I care too much.

Always ready to go above and beyond 

Ignoring the fact that many see kindness as weakness 

See being nice as being foolish 

Because maybe it's not just nice guys that finish last 

So much for the last laugh but this is not a laughing matter 

I won't laugh at what you tell me matters

I want to understand it 

I will take the time to understand you.

If you promise you will do the same for me too

I've been so misunderstood, it's why I try to be understanding 

I have too much heart to be heartless.

I've suffered to much to want to inflict suffering.

I'm still recovering. 

The demons keep hovering.

It's been so difficult that I crave simple

I crave simple.

I just want to live.

I want to live before I die.

Simple.